I just wanna know you better
Hello again guys! Don't you know that I am officially a 6th Grader since either last year June or July.
Since that I really want to post new post at my blog again! >< but maybe I'll delay telling stories about how happysadrudefunetc being a 6th grader is..
And what am I gonna tell you is about, that boy, a boy.
You know, at first I never think that i would like someone. I mean, I played with almost all my friends are boys. I remember there are some boys that ever like before. and sometimes i just answer like "yes me too i like everyone". or "what am I that perf?" and "yeah, oh no" I never think that how people starts to like each other. No, maybe not that 'Love' thingy but just like friends for live. You know guys.. at first we play so nice we are so close each other we hang up together once i play to his house. But, everything has changed. idk but i feel that he is rejecting me right now.. everytime i call his name just to remind that your bag is dirty or what he just like leaving me calling his name and you know, that hurts. so much hurts.
I begin to say that 'do I like him?' because i feel wierd or mad or that kind of jealous thingy when i see my other friends (girls) play chess with him and LAUGH. yes. I miss when I am his reason wo laugh. when I am his number one when the question is "sort the girls in the class 1-11" and he says "yeah of course you are one.."
but, when I wanna ask that question again I feel that again. R-E-J-E-C-T-E-D. but maybe that's good. so i dont need to hear another name in the first rank hehe:''D
At first i taught he is just a little bit mad with me because that time i don't feel i like him yet.
the point is not about I wan't him to feel the same feeling like me but. I just want the old him.
*ps: I feel so tayswift:))))))
I just wanna know you better
Hello again guys! Don't you know that I am officially a 6th Grader since either last year June or July.
Since that I really want to post new post at my blog again! >< but maybe I'll delay telling stories about how happysadrudefunetc being a 6th grader is..
And what am I gonna tell you is about, that boy, a boy.
You know, at first I never think that i would like someone. I mean, I played with almost all my friends are boys. I remember there are some boys that ever like before. and sometimes i just answer like "yes me too i like everyone". or "what am I that perf?" and "yeah, oh no" I never think that how people starts to like each other. No, maybe not that 'Love' thingy but just like friends for live. You know guys.. at first we play so nice we are so close each other we hang up together once i play to his house. But, everything has changed. idk but i feel that he is rejecting me right now.. everytime i call his name just to remind that your bag is dirty or what he just like leaving me calling his name and you know, that hurts. so much hurts.
I begin to say that 'do I like him?' because i feel wierd or mad or that kind of jealous thingy when i see my other friends (girls) play chess with him and LAUGH. yes. I miss when I am his reason wo laugh. when I am his number one when the question is "sort the girls in the class 1-11" and he says "yeah of course you are one.."
but, when I wanna ask that question again I feel that again. R-E-J-E-C-T-E-D. but maybe that's good. so i dont need to hear another name in the first rank hehe:''D
At first i taught he is just a little bit mad with me because that time i don't feel i like him yet.
the point is not about I wan't him to feel the same feeling like me but. I just want the old him.
*ps: I feel so tayswift:))))))
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